healing,

there's a hidden beauty in letting go, releasing.

acknowledging that no matter who was to blame,

whats done is done. it shares no connections with regret.

it isn't about giving up or throwing in the towel. its about

realizing you have no control. its acceptance of what is.

acceptance of change. letting go doesn't involve feelings of

abandonment or loneliness. its not about holding on to foolish

hopes and trying everything in your power to get him out of your

head. letting go isn't about compromise or thoughts of reconciliation.

its not about using false pride as a crutch and pretending there's no

pain...letting go is looking past your current situation while still being

grateful for the memories. it's acknowledging that everything happens

for a reason and allowing yourself to be restored while you search for it.

- no gimmicks. just words, truth.

baby im electric.

"anything that can go wrong... will go wrong" - story of my life ?

in the words of the great Mejia [r.i.p] my life is fucking MADNESS !... I'm lacking human interaction... trying to let go of some things.. while still trying to survive and maintain in my day to day life.. talk about overload..[i complain a lot].. & to top EVERYTHING off.. i was struck by lightning today.. yess ! you read that correctly.. LIGHTNING.. on the side is a picture just to make sure u understand haha. well anyway.. I'm just hoping shit calms down and gets better soon

"my strength lies solely in my tenacity"

& just like that... it was gone

Goodbye 2009,

this year was honestly like the fucking greatest

I've grown, changed, and learned sooo much in this period of 365 days

i turned 18

got in 2 car accidents

discovered the beauty in letting go..

graduated high school

started college

sold and bought a car

learned to stand on my own to feet..

dropped niggas and picked up new ones

gained some new obsessions..

held three jobs

discovered the pain of paying bills lol

found out what a "true friend" is

got my first tattoo..

got waaaaasted ! lol

and sooooo much more..

overall.. i loved it ! i hope all of you did toooo...

ohh, here's a picture of me getting tatted...

...btw.. how was new years for everyone?

i'll post pictures of that and my tatt sommmme other time.. love yaaa.