September 24, 2010

unforgettable summer

all my friends keep telling I should let you go, we were just some summer shit... the seasons change and shit flips. I guess they're trying to be good friends. I mean summer romances always end... but I still can't believe you're gone. It was so short, only mine from June to September, I hope you can make it back for winter. For the time being, I guess things go back to the way they were, I replace you... you go back home to her. I understand reasons why you couldn't stay; I mean I'm sure we'll be together again someday. If not, I'll always remember the hickies you left on my torso and chest. The sun kissed reminiscences of watching you undress, the heat of feeling you undress me. When I close my eyes I still see our remarkable history, put aside as a summer memory. You asked if I'd ever forget you, you know the answer's never. You'll forever be a part of my forever. Anyway, thank you for allowing me the privilege, no the pleasure of loving you in so many different ways. with or without the distance, no one can take our yesterdays.


[not my photo]

September 4, 2010

English 30A [creative writing]

So my 2nd year of college has launched!
My creative writing professor had us do an assignment
called umm... "Stream of Conciousness"... I haven't read mine
because my voice is still gone... but i'd like to share it with you...
[it's kind of a rewrite on some old shit... sorry] ...hope you enjoy.


Tonight, I'll take my pen in my hand and attempt to
scribble the words to help you understand how much
I still care. You were everything to me, my lung. I stopped
breathing when you left. The first time was bearable...
BUT the second time... a bit more than i could handle. I
know it's in the past but I'm still broken. Tenaciously
holding the shattered pieces close. Letting go has always
been a hard pill for me to swallow. Zoloft and Xanex are
a bit easier to get down. After one or two, I've completely
forgotten my thoughts of you...Until the sun comes, no
matter where I hide it always seems to find me. Burning my
eyes staining my mind with thoughts of you. Suffocating me
in the scent of you.Everything reflective of you. True love finds
you once if you're lucky and i I let it slip through my fingers like
sand. Watched you bury me and walk away... In case you've
missed me, I'm still there.. right where you left me. Holding my
breath hoping we'll find a happy ending to our story someday.